I’m tired. I’m just tired of everything. I’ve eaten myself into a hole in the ground and now I see everyone dancing around it, except the few people I interact face-to-face with who are all in the same hole for different reasons. I just look to the side at some movement and when I turn back days have passed, and all I am is more tired. And for the first time I feel I’m not really sure anybody remembers me.
What I’m supposed to be doing now, is getting over a flu-like virus so I can go back to work, but I can’t even do that.